I had never seen a bikini in my life.
But it didn’t stop me from getting it on.
After all, my mother was a bikini-clad woman who, in my eyes, was a goddess.
It made me feel like a goddess, even when I wasn’t.
I had to give my body a second chance.
In fact, I had two more days to wait, and I wanted to give it a second shot.
The first time, I decided to give up my bikini in favour of something else.
My mother was going to a party in the suburbs.
A friend of mine told me to come along and take a photo.
I didn’t know how to take a selfie.
I was not prepared for the extreme reaction of my mother, who was horrified and upset.
She was in shock.
I have no idea how she was able to see my bikini, but she knew exactly what I was thinking.
After that, she was very angry.
Her daughter had done a horrible thing and I felt very sorry for her.
But I couldn’t let my mother down.
I tried to explain to her why I had taken the photo.
She said I was a girl and I didn´t know how bad it could be.
But in my mind, I thought that this was not what she had said.
My daughter was in her 20s and I had no idea what she was thinking, so I told her I had a very good reason for taking the photo and asked her not to worry.
That day, I felt like a superhero.
After that, I went to the beach for two weeks and had a great time.
I even had my mother as my sponsor.
Afterward, I tried it again, with my mother in the other seat.
This time, she told me that she was really upset.
I said, “You are the one who is really upset about this photo.”
She was like, “It is a mistake.
You were only wearing your bikini.
I don´t want to see your face.
I can tell you that I didn`t do anything wrong.”
I tried again and again.
I think I finally broke down and cried on the beach.
Then, I finally felt like I was ready to give the whole thing another go.
I started by taking a photo of myself.
Then I asked my mom to sit next to me.
She looked at me and then looked at my body.
I told my mom that I wanted her to sit down next to my mom so that she could look at me.
It was a little strange at first.
I couldn`t believe that my mom was really excited about it.
But, as soon as she got used to it, she said that she liked it.
My mom was in tears and I started crying.
I felt so happy.
It took me a while to realise that this whole experience was my own fault.
She wanted to sit beside me so that I could see her naked.
I asked her to move her feet, so that my legs could touch her, and she moved them.
I looked at her face and she said, “Don`t worry, you are still a good girl.
You are a goddess and I will protect you.”
And then she kissed me on the lips and left.
I am still confused about this whole thing, but I think that I was right about my mom.
I feel that I should not be embarrassed.
My parents have been very supportive, and they are not embarrassed by it.